it's a secret no one knows~wo-oh

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 04:42:31 GMT

why the tears? it's just a game, just a game...................

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 05:59:05 GMT

"生命不是用來尋找答案，也不是用來解決問題的，它是用來快樂的過生活。"

"Fighting over the past doesn't undo the damage, it only diminishes the things that actually went well"

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 02:54:23 GMT

記得:(1)要吃得下飯,(2)要睡得著覺,(3)要笑得出來

the question is.....

Sun, 28 Jun 2009 07:50:35 GMT

if a tree falls in the woods, does it make a sound?

if i write shit about people now in livejournal, would any of my "friends" notice?

Sat, 27 Dec 2008 17:20:07 GMT

離別的擁抱
只會換來長期的相思苦

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 06:21:59 GMT

sailor venus is awesome.

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 06:14:06 GMT

i have a crush on sailor mars. oh--yes i do.

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 00:24:25 GMT

it's called investment, dumb bitch. don't give me an attitude

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 07:40:25 GMT

ehh, so i guess everything's fine. just fine.

i just finished my thesis presentation for tomorrow. i feel okay. it should be alright, i feel pretty-good about it.

life is alright. few things happening here and there but overall it's a balance of work & play. i barely have time to do anything besides work & hw on weekdays they go by so fast. and on weekends i find myself busy sketching as well. but cji is a lotta fun; so is hanging out w/ the jps club people. so, overall, life is good i guess.

just,
continuously tell myself to enjoy this last year, do well, pull it off 'cuz work is gonna be a lot less fun, although being able to make my own money seems very enticing to me at this point.

i kinda wanna move to chicago. i'm also looking into toronto, and maybe even san francisco. i can't decide whether i wanna stay here or move to the westcoast. or perhaps even go back to taiwan. we'll see..

what else
not much else

i'm just bored

just typing, typing

should be sleeping,
but nahh

i can go on 4 hrs of sleep.. no thesis class tomorrow so.

umm

yea

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30kJC8HbR7Q

love the song

i miss taiwan in the early '90s when every young person's all got that 打拼 attitude
now you have a bunch of losers spending money on fashion
i had this conversation with winnie earlier about how you wanna know why the economy's doing so terrible,
well,
look no further..

it's a tragedy, yo

o well

what am i even talking about

maybe i'll play a lil 'smash and get some sleep ..

night, ya'll

goodnight.

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 07:33:17 GMT

my friend asked me: "how did your writing get so good?"

my response: "livejournal."

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:15:13 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXv5n80IM2g

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 05:45:06 GMT

i don't like to... stay completely away from friends/social/relationship problems

my roommate kelly does that. when we were in london and a fight broke out between a few of us, she stayed completely away from the problem and didn't even want to hear any of us talk to her. I guess that's the "smart thing" to do, but i think i'm different. When friends get into arguments and stuff and when i know these people, my tendency is to listen to the different sides (if they come to me) and give advice and suggestions on a resolution that works for the both sides to communicate more effectively. I don't pick sides. i just think that as the middle person and as a friend i should do what i can to help out, even bearing the risk of myself being dragged into the situation... am i the stupid one?

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 23:35:03 GMT

i criticize my major so much saying we do nothing but make thing that end up being landfills,

the same afternoon i became VP

more great thesis quotes:

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 21:41:46 GMT

shayna: "i don't know... i wanna do something with Disney."

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 16:16:16 GMT

ruth: "you're gonna be doing a lot of writinggg for thesis"
me: "...does livejournal count?"
chris: "no, copying and pasting dashboard confessional lyrics does not count as writing."

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 03:08:56 GMT

guess my goal changes every now and then. I've accomplished (or in the process of accomplishing) a major one i had listed about this time last year, and that was to get an internship

new goals for the coming year/school year:

- do good on thesis
- work towards becoming a toy designer
- be a toy designer
- be totally financially independent, be on my own, live in a place i wanna live, so on
- take good care of myself, learn to cook well

goals/dreams several years down the road, not in the immediate future:

- be able to repay my parents and people that helped me along the way
- buy my mom/dad a BMW or something equivalent in value/meaning
- design my own house and living space
- family?
- go back to taiwan and teach .. revamp the education system

so on, so on.

keep yer head up.

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 02:15:51 GMT

you gotta spend some time, love
you gotta spend some time, with me

i will possess your heart.

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 05:51:02 GMT

gilbert arenas-- the most emo basketball player in the nba

i miss snow

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 11:49:41 GMT

i had a vivid dream lastnight

that i was driving with my family
in my scion tc
either i was driving or my dad was driving

snow was falling down heavily
and we could hardly see
there were about 2 feet of snow
we drove slow
slowly making our journey towards a home or place to stay
it was dark outside in the sky
but the snow caught the reflections of the moon and glowed in the dark
it was cold outside
but warm inside the car
it was like a scene back in michigan

we got to a place
which presumably resembled a cross between our michigan home
although i do remember dark red wooden rooms
with our white windows in our michigan home
looking out to sutherland dr. and our neighborhood
for one scene it was covered in snow
for another scene half the snow melted and i began to see grass which depressed me
you know how different parts of the dream comes together and doesn't really make much sense..

there was a computer in the room
an old pc
white round screen monitor
probably running windows 95 or 98

i jumped on it
started browsing the internet
in this dark red wooden room which felt like a motel that my family would check into when we take road trips
went to espn.com and read about jason kidd scoring 35 and grabbing 21 rebounds in the 3rd quarter of a game .. it was front page news
then i got a few messages on what seemed like a cross breed of icq and aim
from my friend X0tter

said something about merry christmas, hope everyone's had a nice holiday..
i read it and it was touchy
i read it as if we were going to be trapped in that place due to snowstorm
although trapped but we have all the stuff to get ourselves through
it felt warm
it felt safe
it felt like the family bonding
it felt so warm

it was memorable

and that was the dream.

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 08:33:14 GMT

been exactly a month since i've updated. i guess it's just not that fun to write anymore. most of the viewers/readers were from novi and that stage of life was so long ago, so irrelevant now that it doesn't hardly affect me anymore. guess that took the fun out of writing. but i've also just "unofficially" moved out of queens, new york. spending my first night in boston now actually. can't sleep. cuz i'm used to sleeping at 5 or 6am, and now being 'forced' to attempt to sleep at midnight in order to 'wake up' for the internship in rhode island just doesn't work. my grammar/sentence-structuring's falling apart as i speak. so yea, it's 4 right now; gotta get up in about 2 hrs so to get ready and drive over an hour to work. gas is mad expensive. i hope the process of arranging my work schedule works out well so i won't be killed by the distance that i have to cover to get to work each day.

so about new york...

i guess this time the thing that i miss the most is my family. i didn't like queens or the city that much, but it was 'home' nonetheless. now i'm the only one left in the states which means i'll have to learn to take care of things myself. it's... a totally different feeling in terms of my mental state to not have a 'home', a place that i could fall back on anymore. my family's still as supportive as ever, but being 8000 miles away doesn't help. the year ahead will be very experimental for the most part. it will be a transitional year between school and work. 5th yr thesis should be different from the previous four yrs of college, and now that i must take up more responsibility than ever in terms of what i want to do and making decisions/judgements on my own will be both a challenge and learning experience. all of this begins in about 2 hours from now, when i head out that door and drive myself to work.

so i don't really have much to say about... new york. i really didn't spend too much time there, and for the most part it was family stuff, eating in flushing, or the yankees on tv. it just went by so quickly. the last 4 years went by so much quicker than the comparable yrs in novi or even canada. umm..

mmm...

i couldn't describe my feelings right now.
i feel mixed

i know that change is good and change is necessary. perhaps i want to feel like i'm more attached to something than i actually am. perhaps i'm just a little sad because i miss my family already and won't see them 'till winter break. the months ahead are promising to be a lot more to handle, both in a good and bad way. i welcome challenges and i need to be kept busy. i seem to have a direction but nervous about where i'm going. it's like i have a road map and i know where i'm heading, but i can only see so far ahead as the journey's clogged in fog. i'm confident in my driving skills and my ability to handle obstacles on the road, but this cloud of fog's making me nervous because i don't know what lies ahead. but i can't stop driving or moving along because there's a monster behind me that's gonna eat me up if i break for too long. therefore, i must keep driving...

did that impress anyone? haha

guess i wrote this long ass thing cuz i wanna share my feelings with whomever still uses lj and cares to read all the way down here. on the other hand, i guess i'm just looking for some support. you know, livejournal comments helps keep people's spirits up ... similar to facebook messages or i dunno, we all need support from our peers.

umm good luck to everyone out there. treat people nicely, avoid confrontations, what other advice can i give... wear sunscreen?

Sat, 24 May 2008 00:51:55 GMT

so i was just at my local pharmacy dropping off prescription slips, and the dude's like "do you know what kind of drug this is?" and i was like "well it's some sort of anti-biotic my doctor prescribed"

he goes to work on his computer for the next 20 minutes and i was gettin impatient, finally he said "we're gonna have to call your doctor because i don't know what drug this is, neither does my advisor"

and i was like "... it's an antibiotic"
he went "do you know what kind?"
and i was like ".. no i wouldn't know the specifics i'm not a doctor"
so he said "... we're gonna have to call your doctor on tuesday after the long weekend then"

what a bunch of Walgreen douche bags. You work at a pharmacy, chief. Can we just fire your ass and hire someone who knows how to look things up on Wikipedia?

never stop moving

Tue, 13 May 2008 02:26:14 GMT

london-nyc-syracuse-boston-rhode island-nyc-taiwan-china

all in 2 weeks

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 04:06:01 GMT

This is why i fuckin hate reading news on yahoo:

Porsche files complaint over suspected spy attempt on CEO

Porsche asks authorities to investigate suspected eavesdropping against CEO Wiedeking

BERLIN (AP) -- German luxury carmaker Porsche SE has filed a criminal complaint with authorities regarding a suspected attempt to eavesdrop on chief executive Wendelin Wiedeking, the company said Sunday.

Porsche spokesman Albrecht Balmer said the company had filed a complaint with prosecutors in Braunschweig. He declined to elaborate.

isn't it amazing how they make you read the same stuff 4 times?

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 23:22:39 GMT

on cnn: "Austrian police believe a 73-year-old man held his daughter captive in his cellar for the past two decades and fathered at least six children with her, according to police and state-run news reports Sunday."

what? i thought that stuff only happens in greek mythologies. Yea, so i'm gonna give birth to my daughter, gonna have sex with her and give birth to my son slash grandson... and he's gonna fall in love with his mother slash my wife/daughter, and i'm gonna get all jealous and we'll end up killing each other. Greek mythologies never really made any sense to me...

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 17:59:44 GMT

today's one of those days when rich-white-upper-middle-class kids annoy me.